18 April 2022

Ad libitum

Adrift I lay, surrounded by barren,
lulled by rolling tides,
in this seascape of waves I cannot muster.
For I was lost.

From whence I came and where I am,
where I will be and what I will be.
For I knew not.

Heavenly flowers lain next to me, 
nestled in warmth by the candling flame.
For I was overcome.

The scent of lilies
lingered.
Opened my eyes,
once I saw and now I see.
Illuminated.
For I was found.

Within the garden of lilies I wander,
some I pick and some I hold,
close to me to remind me.
For I was captivated.

Afar I stray, to
the bed of flowers,
How fragrant!
Yet lost I am.

From whence I came and where I will be,
Alas, where am I? 

The long dusty path
I cannot walk with you.
Destined to wander with disquiet solitude,
the lilies I carry have all but wilted.
And there will be no
lilies on my grave.

- KT (2022)